—Georgia O’Keeffe, with Alfred Stieglitz [second meeting]
Two-thousand miles from Texas,
this is less an island than Brooklyn
dipping a prim toe into the grime
of Gravesend Bay. It is Decoration Day:
bunting and ticker tape, black-suited
bathers creaking the boardwalk.
Inland, we stroll the midway, where
grease rides the air as ochre foam
crusts the water. There is the tune
and hitch of player-pianos, penny
arcades; barkers touting the ring-toss,
the high-striker. “Two wallops
for a nickel, five for a dime. Win a Kewpie
doll for your cutie pie, an armadillo
basket for her arm.” Alfred offers
his arm instead. My fingers notch
in his elbow. The sky turns
cobalt threaded with ivory. Sun full
on my face. With the heat, something
surfaces. We walk; I listen; I talk
when seems called for, but all the while it
rests in my chest: not love, exactly—not
yet—but wanting, purely felt. He touches
my shoulder, steers me to the moment
the diving coaster car meets its shadow,
and my ribs compress around breath,
forming—What? I am back in Palo Duro,
a canvas collecting sack near to tearing
with chalcedony eggs whose outer plainness
belied inner holdings—manganese, copper,
chromium, quartz. The secret to geodes,
though, is to break them. Otherwise: fused
crucible, hollow repository. I watch
his mouth but do not hear what he’s saying.